What are all this stuff that happened to me?!

Hey guys! How about an update on my life and all stuff that happened to me, yeah?

First I would like to say that school started months ago and that is terrible like months have passed since I'm in school, time passed too fast. So I'm in different school now, different teachers and people that I will see from Monday to Friday for at least 3 years or more, anything can happen (not that I'm saying I will fail, no no). I kind of like the new school and people, not the teachers, they're not so good, always moody and pissed off, it's like they are on period or something.
As always, new people means possible crushes on few boys, yeah, it happened, a terrible thing. He's nice and stuff, but he is way out of my league like miles out of it, let's be honest he's too hot for me.
What else, oh I made new friends, a few of them for start which is good, I really hope it stays the way it is now because it's so difficult having so many friends especially if they're girls because you never know when it can all go wrong because of mood swings.
For now it's all going good, cross the fingers and hope it will stay like that. Oh and I still haven't changed my mind on going to UK after I finish school because it's getting worse and worse everyday of life in this country and my chances of getting a job after I finish school are not even 1%, come on, we're below Greece when it comes to money and stuff, you know how bad it is then (not that I'm hating on Greece js).

This is all for now, I hope you're having a great day and bye! 

Here is one of my drawings thing

I made a YT gaming channel!!!

Hey there peeps! I hope you're having a great day.

Yesterday I made a YT gaming channel :D and of course it's for gaming videos and pure fun. I've been waiting for too long and now I decided I'm gonna finally do it.

Click this link to check it out and subscribe :D

Games that I will record for now are Minecraft, Garry's mod and I'll also play some online games.

Twitter that I use for this blog will also be used for the channel so if you want to keep up with what is happening you can go to my twitter click here and follow and if you don't have twitter you can like on facebook click here :)

If you have any suggestions post in comments or messages me on twitter/facebook. BYE

Life update

Hey everybody reading this :)

So the school is over and I'm having some time off, finally. I never thought summer would be like this, like ever in my life. There was loads of rain and thunder (I'm scared of thunder) which terrifys me because it means that everything is changing. I read on internet that in Croatia we will be able to swim in the sea 'till like November which is insane, hey who would like to swim in sea in autum, not me.

Here is something that I never expected would happen...I got invited to birthay party and I'm being serious, no lies. To me that is crazy because I don't get invited that much to socialize with other people, like if I do it's either New Years (which I wasn't actually invited like properly, I just came there because my dad was going). I had fun though I was just sitting there and eating chips and stuff while other girls danced. Let's be honest, that's just not me, like dancing around and stuff.

Next thing, as some of you may be aware the school is over which means I had to pick high school to go to (different education system here) and I did and I got in it, but I failed at doctor's. I had to do the check up or a test to see if I'm ready to go to that school because I need this certificate thingy for school and I failed. Why? ALLERGIES. The day before I was going to do it my face was swollen. I put ice pack on it, was rubbing some weird cold creme on it, nothing happened. Next day aka day of check up, the doctor asked me if I'm allergic to something because she noticed my swollen face and of course, because I can't lie, I said yes and she didn't let me go to that school because apparenlty I can die if I get in contact with some grass or something like that. LIKE HEY DOCTOR I LIVE ON VILLAGE, I'M IN CONTACT WITH GRASS AND TREES EVERYDAY AND LOOK AT ME I'M STILL ALIVE.
Oh well now I'm waiting for another sign-in thingy for school and now I have to school wisely which school I want. I'm thinkin either for photographer or cashier/salesman...so if you can somehow help me with picking I'd be happy.

Thank you for reading this long blog post I wrote hehe :) I hope you have a nice day and BYE!!!

Your forever fan

Hey guys! I hope you're having a great day.

So this a song that came to my head at midnight and I thought I could share it with you :)

With one look she took your heart
and I'm here standing 3000 miles apart

Will she ever love you like I do
or cheat on you with 3 and 2

Will you ever realize
that these are the real eyes
that will love you till the end
until our hearts bend

I know she's pretty
and this song might be shitty
but I love you man
your forever fan

This song is actually dedicated, but they won't see it anyways...

That's it for now :) 
if you want you can write in comments or on my twitter what you think about it and I'd be happy, BYE

Something random

Hey guys and gals! 

So all other posts had some 'theme' or 'topic' however you want to call it, but this one doesn't because I'm gonna talk about random stuff...enjoy.

As some of you may noticed I'm posting everyday on this blog, that's because it's summer which means I'm home all day and I don't need to learn stuff for school, for now. When I return to 'school mode' stuff will get harder because after I finish it (4 years) I will have to go and find a job which means (I keep saying this) I will have to study more so I can finish it how my mom imagined.
Since I started this blog I feel better in tons of different ways. I use to be shy to talk to ANYONE...dammit I have my volume to max. and I can still hear people talking, wtf, anyways this blogging really helped me to face my fears (before I was really scared of even having blog). If I continue like this I might aswell start a youtube channel (imagine how could it would be).

There is still something I'm scared of. New school. After this summer I won't be going to same school anymore. It's a different school with different people, what if I don't find friends there and what if they will 'hate' me or bully me, my biggest fear. SOMEONE HELP!!

Oh and also I was at grandma's yesterday and my diet failed. It wasn't a big thing actually, I just decided not to eat that much sweets anymore, but not for so long. As always I get bunch of food and sweets and as always I wanna eat it all just like NOM NOM NOM. I'm like Zombie and Cookie Monster in one :P

I hope you enjoyed this random post thingy and I hope you're having a great day. BYE 

They never taught us about this in school

Hey guys! I really hope it's not raining in your country because here it's raining whole day.

There are loads of stuff they never told us or taught us about in school that are, in my opinion, more important than what is root and stuff like that.
So here we go.

How to pay bills and stuff that adult pay? That is really important like I'm sure we won't pay with root.

How to survive when lost? Answer to this question only know scouts, they get taught about stuff like that, but not all kids go to scouts.

How to fight? We all need to learn how to fight because this will be important to all of us one day.

How to cook? Now I know that some schools have this in other countries, but not in all. It use to be in school in Croatia, but no anymore and I have no idea why. Knowing how to cook is one of the main stuff you need to know.

This is all for today. I hope you enjoyed reading this :) BYE

Judging is not OK

Hey guys! 

So today I want to talk about judging and by that I don't mean on court or stuff like that. I'm talking about when some people just cross the line.

TYPE NUMBER 1: Judged because of look, size and act
I'm pretty sure that we've all been judged at least once in life because of the way we look or maybe act and I know that sometimes it can really hurt. Mostly it happens in school when rich or cool kids judge someone else who is poor or maybe doesn't wear "cool" clothes like those cool kids. Hey, I know how it is, I was judged which happened a lot of times.
I'm not so fit and I don't wear those colorful, short and 'cool' clothes, that was mainly the reason why other kids judged me; "Oh look at her, how big she is" or "Look at her clothes hahaha" or even "Look how she runs, eew".

TYPE NUMBER 2: Judged because of singers/bands etc.
All of us have different taste in music and that's why we listen to people that make/sing type of music we like. I'm a big fan of One Direction and sometimes I get judged because of it; [insert voice of disappointed and disgusted white girl] (no hate) "OMG how can you listen to them or be their fan, their music is awful and they're ugly, you are so stupid" or "OMG YOU LISTEN TO THEM? GET AWAY FROM ME", well that's how it is, but it can get worse if you're a boy, other boys will tease you and judge you all the time "Yo dudes, look who's here, that gay guy who listen to 1D hahaha, want us to call your mommy?".

MESSAGE FOR THE END:
people will always judge us and we can't stop them, no matter how cool we try to be or even if we change on someway. You will always be judged and sometimes used. Ignore them, it's your life and you have every right to listen what you want and who you want. So what if they judge you or hate on you? It's their problem and they probably lost someone awesome. There are still people that listen to same artist, befriend them because they will always be there with you and won't judge you.

Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed this :) 
Have a great day, BYE 

Fake accounts and "thirsty" people

Hello everybody! 

Today I'd like to talk about fake accounts and "thirsty" people because it annoys me so muuuuuuuuuuuuuch.

I'm sure every single one of us use Twitter, Facebook or maybe some other social media and, as always, there are celebrities, people who are really popular and who have millions and millions of followers/subscribers/fans, but what would social media be without FAKE ACCOUNTS. Accounts that are made to 'fool' fans to follow them so they could have all attention that is possible to get. For example, I'm sure we all know who is Beyonce, everybody loves her and now let's say there is some fan or just someone who really needs attention because without it, he/she is none and just feels hopeless. That someone decides to create Twitter account and make username as similar to Beyonce's Twitter username as possible and then uses the same photo and bio and of course name. When that is done, that someone starts to tweet similar to Beyonce and then asks "friends" to help him gain so they do one of those "Hey guys, I found Beyonce's secret Twitter account here's her username @insertsomeBeyoncesimilarusername" and of course those who don't pay attention at all, follow that account and think it's real Beyonce. After that they do some random follow sprees and requests to do something for them blah, blah, blah. Do NOT trust accounts like that, here's a picture of one fake account

and now I know that some of you will start saying that I'm lying and how do I know it's not his real account, but that's your opinion and that's alright.
PLEASE NOTE: people like these also belong to category "thirsty" people.

Thank you for reading :) I hope you liked it and if you have something else to say just post in comments ♥

When will this all stop?

Hey guys and gals! I hope you're having a great day wherever you are because I'm not having it good, kind of.

So as some of you may know I'm from Croatia, a country that is in crisis right now and where "important" and "those who take a care" of this country are going to jail or they buy cars and houses that are worth millions and millions while some people are dying of hunger or cold in this country. Few years ago to me that was weird and unexpected, but now I totally got use to it.
[BREAKING NEWS] "some politician is arrested for stealing money or something blah blah" <-- got pretty used to hearing that on radio and television. Not sure, but few months ago we had this kind of 'conversation' in class where we talked about some stuff, we choose the topic and we talk about it. I think we were talking about new "rules" that are made for schools and things like that, then we somehow from schools went to politicians and important people in our country, well our teacher got shocked because "How do 14 year olds know about politicians and what they've done to our country" well we do because we're modern generation and we watch TVs and the only thing we can hear on TV when something BIG happens is that some politician got arrested. When that happens, those BREAKING NEWS is going all over TV, all channels are full with it or if we watch some movie, we can see in the right corner of screen "BREAKING NEWS, (some politican) got arrested".

I'm waiting for this crisis to stop, but I don't think it will soon, why? Well while I'm on facebook I can see all sorts of bad news for example "-got arrested for...." and - is not some guy that was sick of his life so he went to kill somebody, no, it's someone who is leader of some organization that is important to us and things like that. As long as news like that are in newspapers, on tv or on some social media, I know that crisis won't end soon. It can't just "disappear" like one morning I wake up and I see on TV "AMEN, CRISIS IS OVER" because it takes years and years for it to "disappear".

Soon ( 4-5 years ) I will finish school and I will have to find a job so I can earn for living which means either I'm gonna stay here or move out to some other country to find a job. If crisis won't end in 4-5 years I was thinking of moving out, going to some other country, currently UK, and live there. That's how situtation is for now, hopefully this will end before I finish school and things will get better.

Sorry guys, this might be different than other posts and it's kind of sad, it's because I really had to let it out. I really hope you're having a great time. BYE ☺

10 reasons why you should be my friend

Hey guys and gals! I hope your weather doesn't suck like mine.

Today I decided to give you 10 reasons why you should be my friend because I've seen Simone van der Steeg doing a video on "10 Reasons Why You Should Marry Me" so why not and do something similar, but still different.

Here we go,
10 reasons why you should be my friend

1. I'm friendly
2. I will text you all day and night (dooh) because I easily get bored and then I need someone to talk to
3. I'm an open person which means I will tell you if I don't like something which can be good...in some situations
4. Need an advice? Hey, I'm here always for you, no matter how hard you think it is, there is always a solution
5. I'm always online which means you can basically send me message whenever you want
6. I'm good aka I don't say random rude stuff to you, only if deserved (which is rare)
7. I can talk both about girls and boys (give you advice on) because that's no problem for me
8. I'm totally okay with swearing, if you need to, do it
9. I love food
10. I'm weird, sometimes, often

There it is, 10 reasons why you should be my friend :D
if you want to be my friend just follow me on twitter and tweet/DM me and we're friends instantly yaaaay

Have a great day and hopefully you find some friends :) <3 BYE

Allegic to everything and trip to Zadar and Nin

Hey guys and gals <- I never used gals before! How's everybody today?

Bad news, at least for me. I'm allergic to possibly everything. I went to hospital to find out what is wrong with me, but I didn't expect it would be bad like that. Anyways, I've done some tests and I reacted to everything they tested me on, nurse wasn't so happy. I'm allergic to almost all stuff I see daily or even use, for example: some kind of tree, dust, grass, dog and cat fur. If I'm near that I get red stuff on random parts of my body, ughh I hate this.

Other thing I wanted to talk about was my trip to Zadar and Nin (Croatia). I was going with school and it was really nice, loved it. Everything was beautiful and luckily the weather was really nice. I went to museum of salt, museum of glass and I've seen the sea which, to me, is really rare to see. I've taken some picture, here they are ☺

ZADAR

I didn't take any of Nin because I totally forgot, but believe me it was awesome ☺

This is all from me for now! Hope you liked it and have a nice day ☺♥

School is over...for now

Hey guys :)

How's everybody today? I know I might be a little bit late because school, for me, ended like 6 days ago, but better ever than never.
I was waiting so long for this moment and I was so happy and I still am, but to be honest, I'm going to miss all my friends and classmates because no matter how many times they pissed me off or ignored me, I will still miss them because they were with me for 8 years, some of them were 9 years, but that doesn't matter now. I know all of them very well and I was there when something bad happened to them and when something bad happened to me. We were the worst class in the whole school like legit the worst class, but we still respected each other on some kind of way.

Anyways, after summer break ends, I'm going to new school where I'm going to meet new people, new rules and new teachers.
I'm scared of that, what if I don't make any friends there or what if they won't like me, it's all going through my head now and I'm not sure about some stuff. This is, kind of, big step for me.

What am I going to do now? I have free time like 2 months or something. My plans for now are these;

• Sleep 
• Eat
• Play games on computer
• Write a blog
• Improve sleeping skills (like I need to train to sleep 'till like 1pm)
• Play outside, of course
• Make more plans 

My parents aren't happy with them at all especially my grandmother because I'm not moving enough and that is one of the reasons why I'm fat which I don't think I am. For myself I'd say I'm just an average, medium sized girl. They are expecting from me to be outside after breakfast, come home to lunch and then go out again and so on, I don't like that.

Anyways I hope I will spend this break great and I hope for you who are on some kind of break or pause from job, to have best pause/break and to enjoy your life 'till you can. This all from me for now, I hope you enjoyed reading this and love you lots. BYE :)

What an awesome day, isn't it?

Haaai guys!

So today loads of great and kind of bad things happened to me, you know as usual. Usually I get 1 (grading system here is 1-5) from biology test, like all of them, but somehow a miracle happened and I got 3 which is awesome for me, but not for my mom
"You could do it better"
WHAT?! I always get 1 from biology and now you're not happy? WHY?
To be honest I didn't get that ready for that test to get 3, but thanks to God and all those powerful people up there.
Now this might sound weird, but recently I got 1 (really bad) from Music test, didn't get ready for that one to be honest. Well as usually I have this kind of feeling when I will get 1 and I knew I will get it this time so I got ready to make it better. Today I asked teacher if I can "fix" it somehow and well she said yes so I did it and got 5 which is awesome. A girl that is usually better than me got 2, but I think our teacher is deaf or she just doesn't pay attention because you tell her wrong thing, she says it's right so whatevers.

Didn't make much friends today as always because liking One Direction and speaking "weird" internet slang is not cool somehow, but when they say random things they don't even know what mean, that's cool like REALLY COOL.

For the end (day didn't end yet, but did for now) I went to dentist to tell me status of my teeth. I was kind of scared, but no worries because
"So 5 of your teeth are "sick" which means we are gonna hang out more again" <- wasn't happy with that.

What an awesome day, isn't it? Well 'till next time, BYE.

My digital art :)

Haai guys! So I've posted my drawings already, but later I made a new one so here are some of them. Hope you like them :)

There are always two sides

Some random guy

St. Jacob CATHEDRAL, Croatia

One Direction (sorry)

 Rose

 Beautiful land

 Johnny Bravo

 To the sky

 Niall Horan

High Dull

Getting ready

Random

Mutant

Missing you

Broken

Want so bad

Haaai guys!

I've been thinking like a looooooooooooooot about my future lately and watching all those videos of Zoella and other youtubers in UK makes me wanna move there like NOW or when I get older... because it all looks nice and not so shitty like here. You can't even have a cat in this neighbourhood anymore. For example move to Brighton or London, I don't know it just looks good and people seem nice and even if not I'm okay with that because got use to it.

I just hope so hard one day I will move to UK somewhere, doesn't matter where and be a successful youtuber/blogger (MY DREAM ACTUALLY). I know I need a REAL JOB, but "FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS" right?

Hopefully I will end school in few years and start vlogging soon. I just keep thinking every day like "I'm gonna do it when everybody is outside" and then I'm like "I can't now, too shy". The biggest problem is that I don't know how old some of you guys, think is good to start vlogging at. So if some of you can suggest something down in comments, it would mean a lot :)

BYEEE

What is happening with this world?

Hey guys! 

Lately, on Facebook, I've been seeing a lot of girls that are just acting too serious for their age, not saying it's not good, but when you're 12 and taking selfies with duck faces and what not else. Hey I'm a teenager and I don't act like that because I know where is a line that I shouldn't pass. Loads of people are saying that this generation is the worst well I don't think it is, I don't think this is a "final transformation" of this generation. Just imagine when this generation will get kids, which is happening every day, every day in the world there is some 13 year old pregnant because they want kids or they think that it's "cool" when actually it's not cool at all, they got everything wrong. You are old enough to have sex is when you get married and when you're at least 19+. Don't count those kids who are pushed to get married as a kid, they're pushed and it's not their wish. When I see my peers making out, acting 20, taking slefies almost with no clothes on, makes me throw up because this is not how it should be.

"Blame the parents"
It's not always parents' fault. Someone can have quiet, nice kid with good marks and they can still turn into those kind of "cool" kids. It's other kids that have parents that allow them to do anything, that allow them to go to clubs and to do crazy stuff, it's their fault, they turn them into "cool" kid. Believe me, I know that, I've seen that. Girl was nice, quiet and was one of the best students, but when she started hanging out with the "cool" kids, everything changed, she changed, she's not the same girl that she was before. I tried to tell her, but she didn't listen because she's "too cool" for that and she likes it this way.

Another example. There is a group for teenagers that are next year going to high school (different school system here) and you can find normal statuses like "In which school are you going?" and stuff like that, but you can also find statuses like "Inbox me for date" or "Girls inbox for something". 14 year olds wrote those statues, that group is full of 13/14/15 year olds. You can even find "GUYS FOR THERE IS A PARTY FOR END OF THE SCHOOL, CALL ME FOR MORE INFORMATION, DRINKS, FOOD, LOUD MUSIC, PRETTY GIRLS" <-- that kid is still going to secondary school/elementary school which means he is 14/15.

What is happening with this world?

Princess of Lonely Island

Hey guys! Since I love drawing and writing stories why not and share it with you!

Once upon a time there was a princess living on an island, the happy island with loads of people and of course her dad the king, Greg was his name and her mom the queen Nicole. When princess turned 18 she wished for a boy, but not for an average boy, boy of her dreams, her prince. In that time, far, far away lived a boy, prince James, son of the queen Maria. The queen was lonely, father of her son died, she killed him, why? Well 18 years ago she fell in love with young prince named Greg, she loved him like nobody else, but one day the princess came, the other one, princess Nicole and she took him. She took her love, since then everything went down. Her parents gave her to some king, her dad's best friend, he was too old for her, but her parents didn't care. She went crazy because of jealousy and killed him, she couldn't take it. Few months later, her first born son was came, prince James. Now let's get back to the story. It was princess' 18th birthday and she wished for a prince. Since fairies came to her birthday, they heard her wish and made it come true. The fairies flew all the way to other island where prince James lived and told him that far, far away from here there is a princess and as the prince James wanted to get married as soon as possible, he followed the fairies. When prince finally arrived, he introduced himself to the king and the queen and finally to the lovely princess. When she saw him, she fell in love with him, it was love at the first sight. They were talking and talking and finally kissed. As queen Maria was his mother, she knew everything about her son, what is happening with him or where he is. When she heard that he went away without goodbye, she decided to search for him. Her mother senses brought her to some castle. That castle was familiar to her so she entered. When she saw love of her life she got mad, nobody could stop her. She finally found a room where her son is, when she saw her son kissing princess, she got mad again and placed a curse on everybody expect the princess.

"From this day, no human shall enter this island. As I leave everybody leaves expect the princess.Let the loneliness enter this island"

From that day, nobody came on this island. The princess was alone, alone with her castle. Again, as she walks trough the island she wishes for her prince, but this time nobody is here to hear her.

Hope you liked this story I wrote and the drawing too. SMILE

My first time

Hey guys! Loads of youtbers did this so why not and try haha :)

FIRST CRUSH
Well I don't remember who was my first love, but I'm sure that it was a boy
FIRST KISS
Nope, didn't happen and I'm happy it didn't because it's better to wait for the right one (if he will come) than to waist your life with the wrong one
FIRST PET
I know we had a cat before, but I'm not sure if I was born while it was still alive so I'm gonna say a dog, her name was Nera and well she died, R.I.P
FIRST MUSIC TO BUY
I have no idea
FIRST CONCERT
Well wouldn't call that a concert, but it was in my town and it was from one of my favorite singers in that time and well it was awesome
FIRST THING TO DO THIS MORNING
I woke up of course and if we don't count waking up then it will be grabbing donuts


So this is it for now! Hope you liked it. SMILE

Am I doing it right?

Hey guys! Stuff lately aren't going so well to be honest, for me at least.

In few months my whole world will start to sink if I don't pick the school. Here in Croatia after secondary or elementary school, I have to pick specific school that is educating for specific job and I don't know which one. My mind is full of thoughts about my future and school while other girls only think about money, parties and God knows what else not. I'm worried because while they're having fun I'm here sitting at home and searching for some school that might interest me. Am I doing it right? All of them picked some fine school with big dreams in their heads because they are "smart" not saying that they aren't, there are few of smart girls. I asked everybody to help me, mom, dad, I don't even want to ask grandma because she will start talking how it's not time for that now and how it's too late. I was going literally trough every school I found on internet and when I finally find one, somehow in my mind there is a picture how that might be hard or something.

For example I wanted to go for a cook and everything was fine until this happened in my mind:
Oh God you're going for a cook. Did you see Hell's Kitchen? Did you see how they work hard and how it's difficult? There is no way you will make it, you're loser, you'll fail, you'll get fired at the first day.

Okay thank you wonderful voice inside of my head telling me that I will fail. It's not like I'm planning to do it forever because my dream is to become a youtuber, but of course if I plan to move out from here, to start in other country, I will have to work as a cook somewhere so I can earn enough amount of money to pay for some flat there and bills too, until of course, I get chance to get paid or get that contract. Now I'm not being some spoiled little girl that is only thinking of money, but you do get paid and it is very important.

Am I doing it right? 

Things to do when you're...

Hey guys! So I've seen a lot of "Things to do when you're..." so why not and do one by myself.

THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED

• SLEEP- I know this might sound crazy, but when I'm bored I go to sleep 
• EAT- yeah you might get fat or something, but usually you're bored because you don't have enough energy so that might turn you on (not on that way)
• CLEAN SOMETHING- at first it might be boring to you to clean, but when you turn the right music on it all gets funny
• SOCIAL MEDIA- for example go on facebook on twitter and scroll a little bit to see what people are talking about and you might join
• GO IN LAND OF IMAGINATION- if you pick the right music and if you relax (usually I play subway surfers with music) you can enter in land of imagination and do whatever you want

THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU'RE SAD

• SLEEP- sleeping always helps you in no matter what situation you are
• FUNNY PICS- google "funny pics" or you can go on facebook and scroll to some pics, helps me
• WATCH VIDEOS- funny videos always help, try vine or google "100 best vines"
• CHAT WITH SOMEONE- when you find right person to chat with, every sad thought goes away

I hope I helped you :) SMILE.