School is over...for now

Hey guys :)

How's everybody today? I know I might be a little bit late because school, for me, ended like 6 days ago, but better ever than never.
I was waiting so long for this moment and I was so happy and I still am, but to be honest, I'm going to miss all my friends and classmates because no matter how many times they pissed me off or ignored me, I will still miss them because they were with me for 8 years, some of them were 9 years, but that doesn't matter now. I know all of them very well and I was there when something bad happened to them and when something bad happened to me. We were the worst class in the whole school like legit the worst class, but we still respected each other on some kind of way.

Anyways, after summer break ends, I'm going to new school where I'm going to meet new people, new rules and new teachers.
I'm scared of that, what if I don't make any friends there or what if they won't like me, it's all going through my head now and I'm not sure about some stuff. This is, kind of, big step for me.

What am I going to do now? I have free time like 2 months or something. My plans for now are these;

• Sleep 
• Eat
• Play games on computer
• Write a blog
• Improve sleeping skills (like I need to train to sleep 'till like 1pm)
• Play outside, of course
• Make more plans 

My parents aren't happy with them at all especially my grandmother because I'm not moving enough and that is one of the reasons why I'm fat which I don't think I am. For myself I'd say I'm just an average, medium sized girl. They are expecting from me to be outside after breakfast, come home to lunch and then go out again and so on, I don't like that.

Anyways I hope I will spend this break great and I hope for you who are on some kind of break or pause from job, to have best pause/break and to enjoy your life 'till you can. This all from me for now, I hope you enjoyed reading this and love you lots. BYE :)

Thinking about recording videos and I'm probably the worst friend/daughter ever

Hey guys! Happy Easter, I know I'm a little bit late (1 day), but better ever than never.

So for past few months I was thinking about recording videos, like vlogs and stuff and I think I'm gonna do it soon, but not sure when. Watching how other youtubers started and how they're now, recording with other people, have loads of friends, it makes me do it because I want to have loads of friends that understand me, I want to record videos, I want to be like them. As always there is something that is stopping you from recording and that is my shyness. I'm really shy plus I'm not alone in a house which makes it double awkward for me, but I will try to record I promise.

Other thing that I wanted to talk about is how I'm probably the worst friend/daughter and what not else ever. Like if it's some holiday like it was yesterday (Easter) I have problem saying "Happy Easter" to my family and friends, okay if it's trough facebook or twitter I can, but live like in real life, I can't. Even when it's someone's birthday I can't say "Happy birthday" I don't know why, it's like something is stopping me from doing it, like "No, don't you dare to say it, nope" or "Hey let's be a little bit rude". Before I want to say it I always say to myself "Okay, you will walk in that room and say it" and then I walk in and just nothing happens.

This is all what I wanted to talk about...for now. Hope you had a great Easter and time off (if you has any). BYE