When will this all stop?

Hey guys and gals! I hope you're having a great day wherever you are because I'm not having it good, kind of.

So as some of you may know I'm from Croatia, a country that is in crisis right now and where "important" and "those who take a care" of this country are going to jail or they buy cars and houses that are worth millions and millions while some people are dying of hunger or cold in this country. Few years ago to me that was weird and unexpected, but now I totally got use to it.
[BREAKING NEWS] "some politician is arrested for stealing money or something blah blah" <-- got pretty used to hearing that on radio and television. Not sure, but few months ago we had this kind of 'conversation' in class where we talked about some stuff, we choose the topic and we talk about it. I think we were talking about new "rules" that are made for schools and things like that, then we somehow from schools went to politicians and important people in our country, well our teacher got shocked because "How do 14 year olds know about politicians and what they've done to our country" well we do because we're modern generation and we watch TVs and the only thing we can hear on TV when something BIG happens is that some politician got arrested. When that happens, those BREAKING NEWS is going all over TV, all channels are full with it or if we watch some movie, we can see in the right corner of screen "BREAKING NEWS, (some politican) got arrested".

I'm waiting for this crisis to stop, but I don't think it will soon, why? Well while I'm on facebook I can see all sorts of bad news for example "-got arrested for...." and - is not some guy that was sick of his life so he went to kill somebody, no, it's someone who is leader of some organization that is important to us and things like that. As long as news like that are in newspapers, on tv or on some social media, I know that crisis won't end soon. It can't just "disappear" like one morning I wake up and I see on TV "AMEN, CRISIS IS OVER" because it takes years and years for it to "disappear".

Soon ( 4-5 years ) I will finish school and I will have to find a job so I can earn for living which means either I'm gonna stay here or move out to some other country to find a job. If crisis won't end in 4-5 years I was thinking of moving out, going to some other country, currently UK, and live there. That's how situtation is for now, hopefully this will end before I finish school and things will get better.

Sorry guys, this might be different than other posts and it's kind of sad, it's because I really had to let it out. I really hope you're having a great time. BYE ☺

Am I doing it right?

Hey guys! Stuff lately aren't going so well to be honest, for me at least.

In few months my whole world will start to sink if I don't pick the school. Here in Croatia after secondary or elementary school, I have to pick specific school that is educating for specific job and I don't know which one. My mind is full of thoughts about my future and school while other girls only think about money, parties and God knows what else not. I'm worried because while they're having fun I'm here sitting at home and searching for some school that might interest me. Am I doing it right? All of them picked some fine school with big dreams in their heads because they are "smart" not saying that they aren't, there are few of smart girls. I asked everybody to help me, mom, dad, I don't even want to ask grandma because she will start talking how it's not time for that now and how it's too late. I was going literally trough every school I found on internet and when I finally find one, somehow in my mind there is a picture how that might be hard or something.

For example I wanted to go for a cook and everything was fine until this happened in my mind:
Oh God you're going for a cook. Did you see Hell's Kitchen? Did you see how they work hard and how it's difficult? There is no way you will make it, you're loser, you'll fail, you'll get fired at the first day.

Okay thank you wonderful voice inside of my head telling me that I will fail. It's not like I'm planning to do it forever because my dream is to become a youtuber, but of course if I plan to move out from here, to start in other country, I will have to work as a cook somewhere so I can earn enough amount of money to pay for some flat there and bills too, until of course, I get chance to get paid or get that contract. Now I'm not being some spoiled little girl that is only thinking of money, but you do get paid and it is very important.

Am I doing it right?