When will this all stop?

Hey guys and gals! I hope you're having a great day wherever you are because I'm not having it good, kind of.

So as some of you may know I'm from Croatia, a country that is in crisis right now and where "important" and "those who take a care" of this country are going to jail or they buy cars and houses that are worth millions and millions while some people are dying of hunger or cold in this country. Few years ago to me that was weird and unexpected, but now I totally got use to it.
[BREAKING NEWS] "some politician is arrested for stealing money or something blah blah" <-- got pretty used to hearing that on radio and television. Not sure, but few months ago we had this kind of 'conversation' in class where we talked about some stuff, we choose the topic and we talk about it. I think we were talking about new "rules" that are made for schools and things like that, then we somehow from schools went to politicians and important people in our country, well our teacher got shocked because "How do 14 year olds know about politicians and what they've done to our country" well we do because we're modern generation and we watch TVs and the only thing we can hear on TV when something BIG happens is that some politician got arrested. When that happens, those BREAKING NEWS is going all over TV, all channels are full with it or if we watch some movie, we can see in the right corner of screen "BREAKING NEWS, (some politican) got arrested".

I'm waiting for this crisis to stop, but I don't think it will soon, why? Well while I'm on facebook I can see all sorts of bad news for example "-got arrested for...." and - is not some guy that was sick of his life so he went to kill somebody, no, it's someone who is leader of some organization that is important to us and things like that. As long as news like that are in newspapers, on tv or on some social media, I know that crisis won't end soon. It can't just "disappear" like one morning I wake up and I see on TV "AMEN, CRISIS IS OVER" because it takes years and years for it to "disappear".

Soon ( 4-5 years ) I will finish school and I will have to find a job so I can earn for living which means either I'm gonna stay here or move out to some other country to find a job. If crisis won't end in 4-5 years I was thinking of moving out, going to some other country, currently UK, and live there. That's how situtation is for now, hopefully this will end before I finish school and things will get better.

Sorry guys, this might be different than other posts and it's kind of sad, it's because I really had to let it out. I really hope you're having a great time. BYE ☺

Want so bad

Haaai guys!

I've been thinking like a looooooooooooooot about my future lately and watching all those videos of Zoella and other youtubers in UK makes me wanna move there like NOW or when I get older... because it all looks nice and not so shitty like here. You can't even have a cat in this neighbourhood anymore. For example move to Brighton or London, I don't know it just looks good and people seem nice and even if not I'm okay with that because got use to it.

I just hope so hard one day I will move to UK somewhere, doesn't matter where and be a successful youtuber/blogger (MY DREAM ACTUALLY). I know I need a REAL JOB, but "FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS" right?

Hopefully I will end school in few years and start vlogging soon. I just keep thinking every day like "I'm gonna do it when everybody is outside" and then I'm like "I can't now, too shy". The biggest problem is that I don't know how old some of you guys, think is good to start vlogging at. So if some of you can suggest something down in comments, it would mean a lot :)

BYEEE