Yesterday while I tried to fall asleep my brain started to work and when my brain starts to work I start think about loads of things like where will I live in 10 years or what will I do in 10 years. So yesterdays "day dreaming" theme was my future. I'm planning to move out from here and move to UK because it's really hard to find a job here because of crisis and stuff. It kinda scares me to think that one day I might leave this country plus it will be my first time to leave it AND firs time to fly in plane. I mean I do love this country and I will miss it, but I will never probably find a job here if you're from Croatia or maybe heard about it, you know what I'm talking about. Of course there are always POSITIVE and NEGATIVE sides of moving out and leaving country:
POSITIVE
maybe will live better
have a chance to meet new people
find a job
NEGATIVE
maybe won't live better
maybe won't find a job
will be hard to find a flat
might get lost
will miss the country
but it doesn't have to be NEGATIVE always. My dream is to move to UK and become a successful youtuber and when I think about it, it's always POSITIVE.
To be honest with you guys, I will cry as well because when I left my house for a few days and went on a trip with scouts (on 3 days I think it was) I cried the last day because my parents weren't there and it hit me, but I got over it a little bit and then again I cried, but we all have to face that fear of living without parents, right? I'm still scared of thought of living my house, my country and my family, but it will be for my good. There's always good in bad.
This is all for now. Thank you for reading :) hope you have a great day in school/at work. BYE.
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