Showing posts with label scared. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scared. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

I don't wanna go to the dentist

Hey guys! How's everybody? 

When it comes to brushing teeth, I'm not that person that will brush them all day and all night. It came to the stage where I forget to brush them. I have all my teeth, thank God, but the problem is that the front one, those two main, always get "sick", not the back ones, not the ones by the side, nope, just those two main that are at the front. I think it was last year, I was going to the dentist' and she was fixing one of those two at the front and she fixed them, even tho I didn't see the problem, but she's the dentist so whatever. Few days ago one of them, not fully, broke, like little, tiny part of it fell and it's on same side where she was fixing it so my mom said she's calling the dentist. Oh I can't wait till I get there and then listen to her talking about her family and stuff while fixing my tooth, oh how fun it will be. That's the only fun part there actually plus she's really good and patient. Hey, if she wasn't good and she didn't talk about her family and life, I wouldn't even go there because it will be hell.

To be honest, it's worrying me her reaction and what is she gonna do to me. When I'm on that big blue chair, she usually put some needle inside my tooth and then burns them, eew or give me injection with some water or whatever it is, scary. After that, I'm brushing my teeth for few days and then I totally forget and continue living my lazy, hungry life.

This is it for now guys! Hope you have a nice day and please wish me luck because I don't wanna come out crying for the first time going from the dentist. SMILE.


Tuesday, April 22, 2014

I'm scared of my future

Hey guys! How's everybody because I'm awesome if we ignore the fact that I have school today.

Yesterday while I tried to fall asleep my brain started to work and when my brain starts to work I start think about loads of things like where will I live in 10 years or what will I do in 10 years. So yesterdays "day dreaming" theme was my future. I'm planning to move out from here and move to UK because it's really hard to find a job here because of crisis and stuff. It kinda scares me to think that one day I might leave this country plus it will be my first time to leave it AND firs time to fly in plane. I mean I do love this country and I will miss it, but I will never probably find a job here if you're from Croatia or maybe heard about it, you know what I'm talking about. Of course there are always POSITIVE and NEGATIVE sides of moving out and leaving country:

POSITIVE
maybe will live better
have a chance to meet new people
find a job

NEGATIVE
maybe won't live better
maybe won't find a job
will be hard to find a flat
might get lost
will miss the country

but it doesn't have to be NEGATIVE always. My dream is to move to UK and become a successful youtuber and when I think about it, it's always POSITIVE.
To be honest with you guys, I will cry as well because when I left my house for a few days and went on a trip with scouts (on 3 days I think it was) I cried the last day because my parents weren't there and it hit me, but I got over it a little bit and then again I cried, but we all have to face that fear of living without parents, right? I'm still scared of thought of living my house, my country and my family, but it will be for my good. There's always good in bad.

This is all for now. Thank you for reading :) hope you have a great day in school/at work. BYE.