I'm scared of my future

Hey guys! How's everybody because I'm awesome if we ignore the fact that I have school today.

Yesterday while I tried to fall asleep my brain started to work and when my brain starts to work I start think about loads of things like where will I live in 10 years or what will I do in 10 years. So yesterdays "day dreaming" theme was my future. I'm planning to move out from here and move to UK because it's really hard to find a job here because of crisis and stuff. It kinda scares me to think that one day I might leave this country plus it will be my first time to leave it AND firs time to fly in plane. I mean I do love this country and I will miss it, but I will never probably find a job here if you're from Croatia or maybe heard about it, you know what I'm talking about. Of course there are always POSITIVE and NEGATIVE sides of moving out and leaving country:

POSITIVE
maybe will live better
have a chance to meet new people
find a job

NEGATIVE
maybe won't live better
maybe won't find a job
will be hard to find a flat
might get lost
will miss the country

but it doesn't have to be NEGATIVE always. My dream is to move to UK and become a successful youtuber and when I think about it, it's always POSITIVE.
To be honest with you guys, I will cry as well because when I left my house for a few days and went on a trip with scouts (on 3 days I think it was) I cried the last day because my parents weren't there and it hit me, but I got over it a little bit and then again I cried, but we all have to face that fear of living without parents, right? I'm still scared of thought of living my house, my country and my family, but it will be for my good. There's always good in bad.

This is all for now. Thank you for reading :) hope you have a great day in school/at work. BYE.

How babies are made?

Hey guys! It's a wonderful day here so why not waste it on writing this post haha :)

There are a lot of stories to say when some little kid asks you how babies are made, but of course you can't tell to little kind how exactly babies are made. So I was kind of thinking on how will I explain to kid someday (if I will have one of course) (I think I'm gonna be single forever) (or maybe even someone else's kid), here it is:

HOW BABIES ARE MADE?

When mommy and daddy aka husband and wife kiss, little butterflies in mommy's aka wife's stomach bring loads of little, tiny babies. There is one little round house in there so they have to race which one will get first to the house and win. The one that gets first in the house WINS, but sometimes the one that came in first forgets to close the doors so one more baby enter the house. Trough the months, baby is growing bigger and bigger so it has to move to different house in another world. The end.

So that's it. This might sound crazy to some of you, but that was the first thing that come on my mind. Hope you liked it :) BYE