What an awesome day, isn't it?

Haaai guys!

So today loads of great and kind of bad things happened to me, you know as usual. Usually I get 1 (grading system here is 1-5) from biology test, like all of them, but somehow a miracle happened and I got 3 which is awesome for me, but not for my mom
"You could do it better"
WHAT?! I always get 1 from biology and now you're not happy? WHY?
To be honest I didn't get that ready for that test to get 3, but thanks to God and all those powerful people up there.
Now this might sound weird, but recently I got 1 (really bad) from Music test, didn't get ready for that one to be honest. Well as usually I have this kind of feeling when I will get 1 and I knew I will get it this time so I got ready to make it better. Today I asked teacher if I can "fix" it somehow and well she said yes so I did it and got 5 which is awesome. A girl that is usually better than me got 2, but I think our teacher is deaf or she just doesn't pay attention because you tell her wrong thing, she says it's right so whatevers.

Didn't make much friends today as always because liking One Direction and speaking "weird" internet slang is not cool somehow, but when they say random things they don't even know what mean, that's cool like REALLY COOL.

For the end (day didn't end yet, but did for now) I went to dentist to tell me status of my teeth. I was kind of scared, but no worries because
"So 5 of your teeth are "sick" which means we are gonna hang out more again" <- wasn't happy with that.

What an awesome day, isn't it? Well 'till next time, BYE.

My digital art :)

Haai guys! So I've posted my drawings already, but later I made a new one so here are some of them. Hope you like them :)

There are always two sides

Some random guy

St. Jacob CATHEDRAL, Croatia

One Direction (sorry)

 Rose

 Beautiful land

 Johnny Bravo

 To the sky

 Niall Horan

High Dull

Getting ready

Random

Mutant

Missing you

Broken

Want so bad

Haaai guys!

I've been thinking like a looooooooooooooot about my future lately and watching all those videos of Zoella and other youtubers in UK makes me wanna move there like NOW or when I get older... because it all looks nice and not so shitty like here. You can't even have a cat in this neighbourhood anymore. For example move to Brighton or London, I don't know it just looks good and people seem nice and even if not I'm okay with that because got use to it.

I just hope so hard one day I will move to UK somewhere, doesn't matter where and be a successful youtuber/blogger (MY DREAM ACTUALLY). I know I need a REAL JOB, but "FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS" right?

Hopefully I will end school in few years and start vlogging soon. I just keep thinking every day like "I'm gonna do it when everybody is outside" and then I'm like "I can't now, too shy". The biggest problem is that I don't know how old some of you guys, think is good to start vlogging at. So if some of you can suggest something down in comments, it would mean a lot :)

BYEEE

What is happening with this world?

Hey guys! 

Lately, on Facebook, I've been seeing a lot of girls that are just acting too serious for their age, not saying it's not good, but when you're 12 and taking selfies with duck faces and what not else. Hey I'm a teenager and I don't act like that because I know where is a line that I shouldn't pass. Loads of people are saying that this generation is the worst well I don't think it is, I don't think this is a "final transformation" of this generation. Just imagine when this generation will get kids, which is happening every day, every day in the world there is some 13 year old pregnant because they want kids or they think that it's "cool" when actually it's not cool at all, they got everything wrong. You are old enough to have sex is when you get married and when you're at least 19+. Don't count those kids who are pushed to get married as a kid, they're pushed and it's not their wish. When I see my peers making out, acting 20, taking slefies almost with no clothes on, makes me throw up because this is not how it should be.

"Blame the parents"
It's not always parents' fault. Someone can have quiet, nice kid with good marks and they can still turn into those kind of "cool" kids. It's other kids that have parents that allow them to do anything, that allow them to go to clubs and to do crazy stuff, it's their fault, they turn them into "cool" kid. Believe me, I know that, I've seen that. Girl was nice, quiet and was one of the best students, but when she started hanging out with the "cool" kids, everything changed, she changed, she's not the same girl that she was before. I tried to tell her, but she didn't listen because she's "too cool" for that and she likes it this way.

Another example. There is a group for teenagers that are next year going to high school (different school system here) and you can find normal statuses like "In which school are you going?" and stuff like that, but you can also find statuses like "Inbox me for date" or "Girls inbox for something". 14 year olds wrote those statues, that group is full of 13/14/15 year olds. You can even find "GUYS FOR THERE IS A PARTY FOR END OF THE SCHOOL, CALL ME FOR MORE INFORMATION, DRINKS, FOOD, LOUD MUSIC, PRETTY GIRLS" <-- that kid is still going to secondary school/elementary school which means he is 14/15.

What is happening with this world?

Princess of Lonely Island

Hey guys! Since I love drawing and writing stories why not and share it with you!

Once upon a time there was a princess living on an island, the happy island with loads of people and of course her dad the king, Greg was his name and her mom the queen Nicole. When princess turned 18 she wished for a boy, but not for an average boy, boy of her dreams, her prince. In that time, far, far away lived a boy, prince James, son of the queen Maria. The queen was lonely, father of her son died, she killed him, why? Well 18 years ago she fell in love with young prince named Greg, she loved him like nobody else, but one day the princess came, the other one, princess Nicole and she took him. She took her love, since then everything went down. Her parents gave her to some king, her dad's best friend, he was too old for her, but her parents didn't care. She went crazy because of jealousy and killed him, she couldn't take it. Few months later, her first born son was came, prince James. Now let's get back to the story. It was princess' 18th birthday and she wished for a prince. Since fairies came to her birthday, they heard her wish and made it come true. The fairies flew all the way to other island where prince James lived and told him that far, far away from here there is a princess and as the prince James wanted to get married as soon as possible, he followed the fairies. When prince finally arrived, he introduced himself to the king and the queen and finally to the lovely princess. When she saw him, she fell in love with him, it was love at the first sight. They were talking and talking and finally kissed. As queen Maria was his mother, she knew everything about her son, what is happening with him or where he is. When she heard that he went away without goodbye, she decided to search for him. Her mother senses brought her to some castle. That castle was familiar to her so she entered. When she saw love of her life she got mad, nobody could stop her. She finally found a room where her son is, when she saw her son kissing princess, she got mad again and placed a curse on everybody expect the princess.

"From this day, no human shall enter this island. As I leave everybody leaves expect the princess.Let the loneliness enter this island"

From that day, nobody came on this island. The princess was alone, alone with her castle. Again, as she walks trough the island she wishes for her prince, but this time nobody is here to hear her.

Hope you liked this story I wrote and the drawing too. SMILE

My first time

Hey guys! Loads of youtbers did this so why not and try haha :)

FIRST CRUSH
Well I don't remember who was my first love, but I'm sure that it was a boy
FIRST KISS
Nope, didn't happen and I'm happy it didn't because it's better to wait for the right one (if he will come) than to waist your life with the wrong one
FIRST PET
I know we had a cat before, but I'm not sure if I was born while it was still alive so I'm gonna say a dog, her name was Nera and well she died, R.I.P
FIRST MUSIC TO BUY
I have no idea
FIRST CONCERT
Well wouldn't call that a concert, but it was in my town and it was from one of my favorite singers in that time and well it was awesome
FIRST THING TO DO THIS MORNING
I woke up of course and if we don't count waking up then it will be grabbing donuts


So this is it for now! Hope you liked it. SMILE

Am I doing it right?

Hey guys! Stuff lately aren't going so well to be honest, for me at least.

In few months my whole world will start to sink if I don't pick the school. Here in Croatia after secondary or elementary school, I have to pick specific school that is educating for specific job and I don't know which one. My mind is full of thoughts about my future and school while other girls only think about money, parties and God knows what else not. I'm worried because while they're having fun I'm here sitting at home and searching for some school that might interest me. Am I doing it right? All of them picked some fine school with big dreams in their heads because they are "smart" not saying that they aren't, there are few of smart girls. I asked everybody to help me, mom, dad, I don't even want to ask grandma because she will start talking how it's not time for that now and how it's too late. I was going literally trough every school I found on internet and when I finally find one, somehow in my mind there is a picture how that might be hard or something.

For example I wanted to go for a cook and everything was fine until this happened in my mind:
Oh God you're going for a cook. Did you see Hell's Kitchen? Did you see how they work hard and how it's difficult? There is no way you will make it, you're loser, you'll fail, you'll get fired at the first day.

Okay thank you wonderful voice inside of my head telling me that I will fail. It's not like I'm planning to do it forever because my dream is to become a youtuber, but of course if I plan to move out from here, to start in other country, I will have to work as a cook somewhere so I can earn enough amount of money to pay for some flat there and bills too, until of course, I get chance to get paid or get that contract. Now I'm not being some spoiled little girl that is only thinking of money, but you do get paid and it is very important.

Am I doing it right?