Your forever fan

Hey guys! I hope you're having a great day.

So this a song that came to my head at midnight and I thought I could share it with you :)

With one look she took your heart
and I'm here standing 3000 miles apart

Will she ever love you like I do
or cheat on you with 3 and 2

Will you ever realize
that these are the real eyes
that will love you till the end
until our hearts bend

I know she's pretty
and this song might be shitty
but I love you man
your forever fan

This song is actually dedicated, but they won't see it anyways...

That's it for now :) 
if you want you can write in comments or on my twitter what you think about it and I'd be happy, BYE

Something random

Hey guys and gals! 

So all other posts had some 'theme' or 'topic' however you want to call it, but this one doesn't because I'm gonna talk about random stuff...enjoy.

As some of you may noticed I'm posting everyday on this blog, that's because it's summer which means I'm home all day and I don't need to learn stuff for school, for now. When I return to 'school mode' stuff will get harder because after I finish it (4 years) I will have to go and find a job which means (I keep saying this) I will have to study more so I can finish it how my mom imagined.
Since I started this blog I feel better in tons of different ways. I use to be shy to talk to ANYONE...dammit I have my volume to max. and I can still hear people talking, wtf, anyways this blogging really helped me to face my fears (before I was really scared of even having blog). If I continue like this I might aswell start a youtube channel (imagine how could it would be).

There is still something I'm scared of. New school. After this summer I won't be going to same school anymore. It's a different school with different people, what if I don't find friends there and what if they will 'hate' me or bully me, my biggest fear. SOMEONE HELP!!

Oh and also I was at grandma's yesterday and my diet failed. It wasn't a big thing actually, I just decided not to eat that much sweets anymore, but not for so long. As always I get bunch of food and sweets and as always I wanna eat it all just like NOM NOM NOM. I'm like Zombie and Cookie Monster in one :P

I hope you enjoyed this random post thingy and I hope you're having a great day. BYE 

They never taught us about this in school

Hey guys! I really hope it's not raining in your country because here it's raining whole day.

There are loads of stuff they never told us or taught us about in school that are, in my opinion, more important than what is root and stuff like that.
So here we go.

How to pay bills and stuff that adult pay? That is really important like I'm sure we won't pay with root.

How to survive when lost? Answer to this question only know scouts, they get taught about stuff like that, but not all kids go to scouts.

How to fight? We all need to learn how to fight because this will be important to all of us one day.

How to cook? Now I know that some schools have this in other countries, but not in all. It use to be in school in Croatia, but no anymore and I have no idea why. Knowing how to cook is one of the main stuff you need to know.

This is all for today. I hope you enjoyed reading this :) BYE

Judging is not OK

Hey guys! 

So today I want to talk about judging and by that I don't mean on court or stuff like that. I'm talking about when some people just cross the line.

TYPE NUMBER 1: Judged because of look, size and act
I'm pretty sure that we've all been judged at least once in life because of the way we look or maybe act and I know that sometimes it can really hurt. Mostly it happens in school when rich or cool kids judge someone else who is poor or maybe doesn't wear "cool" clothes like those cool kids. Hey, I know how it is, I was judged which happened a lot of times.
I'm not so fit and I don't wear those colorful, short and 'cool' clothes, that was mainly the reason why other kids judged me; "Oh look at her, how big she is" or "Look at her clothes hahaha" or even "Look how she runs, eew".

TYPE NUMBER 2: Judged because of singers/bands etc.
All of us have different taste in music and that's why we listen to people that make/sing type of music we like. I'm a big fan of One Direction and sometimes I get judged because of it; [insert voice of disappointed and disgusted white girl] (no hate) "OMG how can you listen to them or be their fan, their music is awful and they're ugly, you are so stupid" or "OMG YOU LISTEN TO THEM? GET AWAY FROM ME", well that's how it is, but it can get worse if you're a boy, other boys will tease you and judge you all the time "Yo dudes, look who's here, that gay guy who listen to 1D hahaha, want us to call your mommy?".

MESSAGE FOR THE END:
people will always judge us and we can't stop them, no matter how cool we try to be or even if we change on someway. You will always be judged and sometimes used. Ignore them, it's your life and you have every right to listen what you want and who you want. So what if they judge you or hate on you? It's their problem and they probably lost someone awesome. There are still people that listen to same artist, befriend them because they will always be there with you and won't judge you.

Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed this :) 
Have a great day, BYE 

Fake accounts and "thirsty" people

Hello everybody! 

Today I'd like to talk about fake accounts and "thirsty" people because it annoys me so muuuuuuuuuuuuuch.

I'm sure every single one of us use Twitter, Facebook or maybe some other social media and, as always, there are celebrities, people who are really popular and who have millions and millions of followers/subscribers/fans, but what would social media be without FAKE ACCOUNTS. Accounts that are made to 'fool' fans to follow them so they could have all attention that is possible to get. For example, I'm sure we all know who is Beyonce, everybody loves her and now let's say there is some fan or just someone who really needs attention because without it, he/she is none and just feels hopeless. That someone decides to create Twitter account and make username as similar to Beyonce's Twitter username as possible and then uses the same photo and bio and of course name. When that is done, that someone starts to tweet similar to Beyonce and then asks "friends" to help him gain so they do one of those "Hey guys, I found Beyonce's secret Twitter account here's her username @insertsomeBeyoncesimilarusername" and of course those who don't pay attention at all, follow that account and think it's real Beyonce. After that they do some random follow sprees and requests to do something for them blah, blah, blah. Do NOT trust accounts like that, here's a picture of one fake account

and now I know that some of you will start saying that I'm lying and how do I know it's not his real account, but that's your opinion and that's alright.
PLEASE NOTE: people like these also belong to category "thirsty" people.

Thank you for reading :) I hope you liked it and if you have something else to say just post in comments ♥

When will this all stop?

Hey guys and gals! I hope you're having a great day wherever you are because I'm not having it good, kind of.

So as some of you may know I'm from Croatia, a country that is in crisis right now and where "important" and "those who take a care" of this country are going to jail or they buy cars and houses that are worth millions and millions while some people are dying of hunger or cold in this country. Few years ago to me that was weird and unexpected, but now I totally got use to it.
[BREAKING NEWS] "some politician is arrested for stealing money or something blah blah" <-- got pretty used to hearing that on radio and television. Not sure, but few months ago we had this kind of 'conversation' in class where we talked about some stuff, we choose the topic and we talk about it. I think we were talking about new "rules" that are made for schools and things like that, then we somehow from schools went to politicians and important people in our country, well our teacher got shocked because "How do 14 year olds know about politicians and what they've done to our country" well we do because we're modern generation and we watch TVs and the only thing we can hear on TV when something BIG happens is that some politician got arrested. When that happens, those BREAKING NEWS is going all over TV, all channels are full with it or if we watch some movie, we can see in the right corner of screen "BREAKING NEWS, (some politican) got arrested".

I'm waiting for this crisis to stop, but I don't think it will soon, why? Well while I'm on facebook I can see all sorts of bad news for example "-got arrested for...." and - is not some guy that was sick of his life so he went to kill somebody, no, it's someone who is leader of some organization that is important to us and things like that. As long as news like that are in newspapers, on tv or on some social media, I know that crisis won't end soon. It can't just "disappear" like one morning I wake up and I see on TV "AMEN, CRISIS IS OVER" because it takes years and years for it to "disappear".

Soon ( 4-5 years ) I will finish school and I will have to find a job so I can earn for living which means either I'm gonna stay here or move out to some other country to find a job. If crisis won't end in 4-5 years I was thinking of moving out, going to some other country, currently UK, and live there. That's how situtation is for now, hopefully this will end before I finish school and things will get better.

Sorry guys, this might be different than other posts and it's kind of sad, it's because I really had to let it out. I really hope you're having a great time. BYE ☺

10 reasons why you should be my friend

Hey guys and gals! I hope your weather doesn't suck like mine.

Today I decided to give you 10 reasons why you should be my friend because I've seen Simone van der Steeg doing a video on "10 Reasons Why You Should Marry Me" so why not and do something similar, but still different.

Here we go,
10 reasons why you should be my friend

1. I'm friendly
2. I will text you all day and night (dooh) because I easily get bored and then I need someone to talk to
3. I'm an open person which means I will tell you if I don't like something which can be good...in some situations
4. Need an advice? Hey, I'm here always for you, no matter how hard you think it is, there is always a solution
5. I'm always online which means you can basically send me message whenever you want
6. I'm good aka I don't say random rude stuff to you, only if deserved (which is rare)
7. I can talk both about girls and boys (give you advice on) because that's no problem for me
8. I'm totally okay with swearing, if you need to, do it
9. I love food
10. I'm weird, sometimes, often

There it is, 10 reasons why you should be my friend :D
if you want to be my friend just follow me on twitter and tweet/DM me and we're friends instantly yaaaay

Have a great day and hopefully you find some friends :) <3 BYE

Allegic to everything and trip to Zadar and Nin

Hey guys and gals <- I never used gals before! How's everybody today?

Bad news, at least for me. I'm allergic to possibly everything. I went to hospital to find out what is wrong with me, but I didn't expect it would be bad like that. Anyways, I've done some tests and I reacted to everything they tested me on, nurse wasn't so happy. I'm allergic to almost all stuff I see daily or even use, for example: some kind of tree, dust, grass, dog and cat fur. If I'm near that I get red stuff on random parts of my body, ughh I hate this.

Other thing I wanted to talk about was my trip to Zadar and Nin (Croatia). I was going with school and it was really nice, loved it. Everything was beautiful and luckily the weather was really nice. I went to museum of salt, museum of glass and I've seen the sea which, to me, is really rare to see. I've taken some picture, here they are ☺

ZADAR

I didn't take any of Nin because I totally forgot, but believe me it was awesome ☺

This is all from me for now! Hope you liked it and have a nice day ☺♥

School is over...for now

Hey guys :)

How's everybody today? I know I might be a little bit late because school, for me, ended like 6 days ago, but better ever than never.
I was waiting so long for this moment and I was so happy and I still am, but to be honest, I'm going to miss all my friends and classmates because no matter how many times they pissed me off or ignored me, I will still miss them because they were with me for 8 years, some of them were 9 years, but that doesn't matter now. I know all of them very well and I was there when something bad happened to them and when something bad happened to me. We were the worst class in the whole school like legit the worst class, but we still respected each other on some kind of way.

Anyways, after summer break ends, I'm going to new school where I'm going to meet new people, new rules and new teachers.
I'm scared of that, what if I don't make any friends there or what if they won't like me, it's all going through my head now and I'm not sure about some stuff. This is, kind of, big step for me.

What am I going to do now? I have free time like 2 months or something. My plans for now are these;

• Sleep 
• Eat
• Play games on computer
• Write a blog
• Improve sleeping skills (like I need to train to sleep 'till like 1pm)
• Play outside, of course
• Make more plans 

My parents aren't happy with them at all especially my grandmother because I'm not moving enough and that is one of the reasons why I'm fat which I don't think I am. For myself I'd say I'm just an average, medium sized girl. They are expecting from me to be outside after breakfast, come home to lunch and then go out again and so on, I don't like that.

Anyways I hope I will spend this break great and I hope for you who are on some kind of break or pause from job, to have best pause/break and to enjoy your life 'till you can. This all from me for now, I hope you enjoyed reading this and love you lots. BYE :)