Thinking about recording videos and I'm probably the worst friend/daughter ever

Hey guys! Happy Easter, I know I'm a little bit late (1 day), but better ever than never.

So for past few months I was thinking about recording videos, like vlogs and stuff and I think I'm gonna do it soon, but not sure when. Watching how other youtubers started and how they're now, recording with other people, have loads of friends, it makes me do it because I want to have loads of friends that understand me, I want to record videos, I want to be like them. As always there is something that is stopping you from recording and that is my shyness. I'm really shy plus I'm not alone in a house which makes it double awkward for me, but I will try to record I promise.

Other thing that I wanted to talk about is how I'm probably the worst friend/daughter and what not else ever. Like if it's some holiday like it was yesterday (Easter) I have problem saying "Happy Easter" to my family and friends, okay if it's trough facebook or twitter I can, but live like in real life, I can't. Even when it's someone's birthday I can't say "Happy birthday" I don't know why, it's like something is stopping me from doing it, like "No, don't you dare to say it, nope" or "Hey let's be a little bit rude". Before I want to say it I always say to myself "Okay, you will walk in that room and say it" and then I walk in and just nothing happens.

This is all what I wanted to talk about...for now. Hope you had a great Easter and time off (if you has any). BYE 

I hate annoying people

Hey guys! 


We all know someone who is annoying or rude. Well I know loads of them and I'm not happy with that.
Here is what happened to me.

I was somewhere in public where you have to be quiet and I was sitting next to two girls. They were talking and stuff and since I'm having a little problem with socializing I wasn't sure to ask or not because obviously I'm scared of asking anyone anything. So I asked, but then something really annoying and rude happened. When I was gonna ask other girl something, her friend that was sitting next to me said "Shut up" with high tone and rudely and of course it was awkward to me and I started shaking a little bit. Right after she told me to shut up, she started talking with that girl like wow you can talk, but I can't ask a simple important to me question, what is your problem. I got pissed off really because I hate those types of people. It's like she's something special. What she told her isn't even that important as my question that was meant to be asked, girl please you're annoying as poo that doesn't want to wash off toilet. I was gonna yell at her, but there were too many people.That was so unfair and rude to be honest.

That's all what I wanted to say for now. Hope you liked it :) 

People in cinema

Hey!Let's talk about PEOPLE IN CINEMA!

So I'm sure all of you went to cinema at least once and you all know how there are some people who just can't concentrate on movie.

1. The ones that already watched that movie-for me they're the worst because some of them can't shut their mouth.If one of them sat next to you they would start talking about what will happen at this part,how will it end,hey okay it's nice you saw it already but no need to ruin it for other people.Sometimes I just want to slap them or yell at them but I can't.
2. The ones who are on their phones whole movie-to be honest,why did you even come to cinema,I mean you're on phone whole time.It's okay if you need to answer some text but that lasts like 1 minute or more if you have more to type.Hey if you want to talk to someone,there are other places you know,why cinema besides light from your phone is like blinding me because light is coming from two ways then,please stop.
3. The ones who spill everything (popcorn,drink)-alright you're clumsy,so am I,but how do you manage to spill popcorn and drink,I mean you have cup holders,you can put drink there and hold popcorn in your hand or you can put it by the side if you have enough space and you're sitting still whole time,it's not like someone is shaking you unless you have the ones who can't stop kicking behind you.
4. The ones who can't stop kicking your seat-do you have some kind of little animals in your bum or in your legs,STOP PLEASE.
5. The ones who have to go on toilet every few minutes-okay,you have some health problems,but there are those who don't have them like what did you drink so you have to go on toilet.The worse is if he's somewhere there in the middle and you're trying to concentrate on movie or if you're drinking something.

That's all I had to say :) If you'd like to add something,put it in comments :)