UK is calling me...

Hey guys! So for a few years now, I've got this weird feeling and I just need to share it with you...

Whenever I listen to Sam Smith or Ed Sheeran I just don't feel like being here, living here, in Croatia. It's like my heart is crying for UK and I get those feels of just walking through streets of England. It's like I'm physically in Croatia, but mentally I'm somwhere in UK. 

I don't know what to say, how to explain it, but that was the closest I could. I forgot some of the words in Croatian, I find myself in situation where I just can't explain it in my own language and I start thinking in English and I replace some Croatian words with English, like 70% of sentence is Croatian, but 30% is English. 

Every day I just want to go there, I want to live there. It's been going for a few years now, not just few months. 

For example when I listen to some British artists I just think of UK and tears start to drop. I don't know what it is, I just don't know. When I write stuff like in some notebook for me or on computer, I write it in English rather than Croatian. 

I've posted this already on few pages, but I think, since I have a blog, I should post it on here.

I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination.

What are all this stuff that happened to me?!

Hey guys! How about an update on my life and all stuff that happened to me, yeah?

First I would like to say that school started months ago and that is terrible like months have passed since I'm in school, time passed too fast. So I'm in different school now, different teachers and people that I will see from Monday to Friday for at least 3 years or more, anything can happen (not that I'm saying I will fail, no no). I kind of like the new school and people, not the teachers, they're not so good, always moody and pissed off, it's like they are on period or something.
As always, new people means possible crushes on few boys, yeah, it happened, a terrible thing. He's nice and stuff, but he is way out of my league like miles out of it, let's be honest he's too hot for me.
What else, oh I made new friends, a few of them for start which is good, I really hope it stays the way it is now because it's so difficult having so many friends especially if they're girls because you never know when it can all go wrong because of mood swings.
For now it's all going good, cross the fingers and hope it will stay like that. Oh and I still haven't changed my mind on going to UK after I finish school because it's getting worse and worse everyday of life in this country and my chances of getting a job after I finish school are not even 1%, come on, we're below Greece when it comes to money and stuff, you know how bad it is then (not that I'm hating on Greece js).

This is all for now, I hope you're having a great day and bye! 

Here is one of my drawings thing

I made a YT gaming channel!!!

Hey there peeps! I hope you're having a great day.

Yesterday I made a YT gaming channel :D and of course it's for gaming videos and pure fun. I've been waiting for too long and now I decided I'm gonna finally do it.

Click this link to check it out and subscribe :D

Games that I will record for now are Minecraft, Garry's mod and I'll also play some online games.

Twitter that I use for this blog will also be used for the channel so if you want to keep up with what is happening you can go to my twitter click here and follow and if you don't have twitter you can like on facebook click here :)

If you have any suggestions post in comments or messages me on twitter/facebook. BYE

Life update

Hey everybody reading this :)

So the school is over and I'm having some time off, finally. I never thought summer would be like this, like ever in my life. There was loads of rain and thunder (I'm scared of thunder) which terrifys me because it means that everything is changing. I read on internet that in Croatia we will be able to swim in the sea 'till like November which is insane, hey who would like to swim in sea in autum, not me.

Here is something that I never expected would happen...I got invited to birthay party and I'm being serious, no lies. To me that is crazy because I don't get invited that much to socialize with other people, like if I do it's either New Years (which I wasn't actually invited like properly, I just came there because my dad was going). I had fun though I was just sitting there and eating chips and stuff while other girls danced. Let's be honest, that's just not me, like dancing around and stuff.

Next thing, as some of you may be aware the school is over which means I had to pick high school to go to (different education system here) and I did and I got in it, but I failed at doctor's. I had to do the check up or a test to see if I'm ready to go to that school because I need this certificate thingy for school and I failed. Why? ALLERGIES. The day before I was going to do it my face was swollen. I put ice pack on it, was rubbing some weird cold creme on it, nothing happened. Next day aka day of check up, the doctor asked me if I'm allergic to something because she noticed my swollen face and of course, because I can't lie, I said yes and she didn't let me go to that school because apparenlty I can die if I get in contact with some grass or something like that. LIKE HEY DOCTOR I LIVE ON VILLAGE, I'M IN CONTACT WITH GRASS AND TREES EVERYDAY AND LOOK AT ME I'M STILL ALIVE.
Oh well now I'm waiting for another sign-in thingy for school and now I have to school wisely which school I want. I'm thinkin either for photographer or cashier/salesman...so if you can somehow help me with picking I'd be happy.

Thank you for reading this long blog post I wrote hehe :) I hope you have a nice day and BYE!!!

Your forever fan

Hey guys! I hope you're having a great day.

So this a song that came to my head at midnight and I thought I could share it with you :)

With one look she took your heart
and I'm here standing 3000 miles apart

Will she ever love you like I do
or cheat on you with 3 and 2

Will you ever realize
that these are the real eyes
that will love you till the end
until our hearts bend

I know she's pretty
and this song might be shitty
but I love you man
your forever fan

This song is actually dedicated, but they won't see it anyways...

That's it for now :) 
if you want you can write in comments or on my twitter what you think about it and I'd be happy, BYE

Something random

Hey guys and gals! 

So all other posts had some 'theme' or 'topic' however you want to call it, but this one doesn't because I'm gonna talk about random stuff...enjoy.

As some of you may noticed I'm posting everyday on this blog, that's because it's summer which means I'm home all day and I don't need to learn stuff for school, for now. When I return to 'school mode' stuff will get harder because after I finish it (4 years) I will have to go and find a job which means (I keep saying this) I will have to study more so I can finish it how my mom imagined.
Since I started this blog I feel better in tons of different ways. I use to be shy to talk to ANYONE...dammit I have my volume to max. and I can still hear people talking, wtf, anyways this blogging really helped me to face my fears (before I was really scared of even having blog). If I continue like this I might aswell start a youtube channel (imagine how could it would be).

There is still something I'm scared of. New school. After this summer I won't be going to same school anymore. It's a different school with different people, what if I don't find friends there and what if they will 'hate' me or bully me, my biggest fear. SOMEONE HELP!!

Oh and also I was at grandma's yesterday and my diet failed. It wasn't a big thing actually, I just decided not to eat that much sweets anymore, but not for so long. As always I get bunch of food and sweets and as always I wanna eat it all just like NOM NOM NOM. I'm like Zombie and Cookie Monster in one :P

I hope you enjoyed this random post thingy and I hope you're having a great day. BYE 

They never taught us about this in school

Hey guys! I really hope it's not raining in your country because here it's raining whole day.

There are loads of stuff they never told us or taught us about in school that are, in my opinion, more important than what is root and stuff like that.
So here we go.

How to pay bills and stuff that adult pay? That is really important like I'm sure we won't pay with root.

How to survive when lost? Answer to this question only know scouts, they get taught about stuff like that, but not all kids go to scouts.

How to fight? We all need to learn how to fight because this will be important to all of us one day.

How to cook? Now I know that some schools have this in other countries, but not in all. It use to be in school in Croatia, but no anymore and I have no idea why. Knowing how to cook is one of the main stuff you need to know.

This is all for today. I hope you enjoyed reading this :) BYE