Whenever I listen to Sam Smith or Ed Sheeran I just don't feel like being here, living here, in Croatia. It's like my heart is crying for UK and I get those feels of just walking through streets of England. It's like I'm physically in Croatia, but mentally I'm somwhere in UK.
I don't know what to say, how to explain it, but that was the closest I could. I forgot some of the words in Croatian, I find myself in situation where I just can't explain it in my own language and I start thinking in English and I replace some Croatian words with English, like 70% of sentence is Croatian, but 30% is English.
Every day I just want to go there, I want to live there. It's been going for a few years now, not just few months.
For example when I listen to some British artists I just think of UK and tears start to drop. I don't know what it is, I just don't know. When I write stuff like in some notebook for me or on computer, I write it in English rather than Croatian.
I've posted this already on few pages, but I think, since I have a blog, I should post it on here.
I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination.
