It's never okay

Hey everybody! It's almost 8 am here so why not and post something.

So we all know how our parents are "supporting" us about school and they're there to help us, well that's not how it is here. Yeah, I'm not perfect daughter nor perfect student, but my mom wants me to be. Okay I understand mom you want me to have all 5 (A) in school, but that's just not how it is, I can't have all 5 (A) because there are somethings that I just can't remember while in school and not everybody has big brain that stores everything read. So I got 1 (F) from math few months ago and well my mom wasn't happy as always and I promised her I will try harder next test so I did. I got 2 (D) from test and instead of her being happy because I didn't get 1 (F), she wasn't happy, she actually never is unless its 5 (A) or 4 (B) and I don't understand that. Okay mom I understand how you're not happy because your daughter didn't get 5 or 4, but did you ever think that your daughter, from some subjects can't get more than 2 when it comes to test. So I told her that and she said she doesn't care, hey there are other subjects that I'm good at for example, English, Geography, Religion... I know "Math is very important for you and your future", but why don't you just accept the fact that I can't more than that, why do you keep denying that, accept it and get over it.
Now her popular sentence is "What will you do in the future?" "Do you even have a plans?" and my grandma says that too, woah thanks for support mom and grandma, really. Just so you know I have plans and they're great and they might come true if you let me start them, but no because "You need normal work" are you saying that being successful youtuber/blogger isn't normal job, just because YOUR GENERATION didn't have computer when young or there wasn't youtubers doesn't mean that it isn't normal job, hey I know people that live from it and they're having fun. Now, of course I will work "normal" job at first and then when I start earning enough for my living from youtube, I might quit that, but we will see.

I hate this

Hello everybody!

I'm having a hard time this year because I'm finishing 8th grade and I still don't know in which school I will go after 8th grade.I don't know how it is in your country but here after 8th grade we're going in secondary school(high school),you have to be 15-16 years old.The problem is that I have no idea in which type of school to go.Every school is specific for some job so I have to pick the school with job I want to do,I don't know how to explain it better.I'm not perfect at school like all 5(A's if you are from UK).
Some subjects I'm not good at:

• Maths
• Chemistry
• Physics
• Croatian 

and most of school are asking for those subjects,I just can't somehow learn them.It's almost the end of 8th grade,few more months and I still don't know what I'm gonna do in future,it all depends on school I will go to.Everybody is asking me "In which school are you going?" and I'm like "Oh I don't know yet...um".I need some serious help here,now if you ask me what I want to be in future,this will be answer "I want to be youtuber or professional blogger just like Zoella,Alfie,Jim and other youtubers,I want to live like them but it's hard because there is no school for youtubers or bloggers.All I'm asking for is HELP from anyone,I need help,even my parents don't know in which school I will go because for most stuff I'm useless expect for eating,sleeping,blogging,talking to complete strangers and do some manly stuff.

If you have any idea PLEASE post in comment,it would mean everything to me :)